Things I have loved I'm allowed to keep. [entries|friends|calendar] Goodnight Elisabeth [ website | myspace!!!!! ] [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[17 Nov 2009|06:40pm] It's just one of those days where I miss you more than I can stand. I can barely breathe. You should come home now, you've been gone long enough. bam

[11 Sep 2008|02:02am] I am so fucking lonely, all the time. I haven't been this lonely since you died. Someone shoot me, maybe then I wouldn't feel this way (I typed your name, then erased it. your name is so sacred to me.) bam

[23 Aug 2008|08:41pm] I want to date someone who appericates me. I'm not going to stick around forever for you to like me. 1 bam

[13 Jul 2008|07:31pm] I would rather die than go through this. bam

[30 May 2008|03:50pm] it is so hard for me to compete against a city. i know you arent happy here... sometimes i wish you were. then maybe i wouldnt feel inadequate. bam

[28 May 2008|12:51am] stop being dead, for me. PLEASE? i cant go one day without thinking about you (do you remember when it was every second?) why cant you just talk to me? why cant i see you? you should be graduating with me on friday why arent you THIS IS SO UNNESSECARY WHY DO I DO THIS YOU CANT READ THIS ANYWAYS YOU DONT LOVE ME AT ALL as you can tell, i'm more than desperate... i need you so bad and you just arent here. i am so alone in all of this. bam

[20 Apr 2008|10:01pm] I wish I had my best friend. Maybe then I could talk to someone. I hate you for dying, but that's only because I'm selfish. bam

[20 Apr 2008|10:00pm] I did not ask you to change schools for me. I knew that a long time ago it wouldn't work. ALL I ASKED OF YOU WAS TO MISS ME. to call me, TO THINK OF ME.  bam

[16 Apr 2008|10:32pm] do whatever you want next year, because obviously none of it inovles me. bam

[16 Apr 2008|10:19pm] HOW CAN I TELL YOU TO MISS ME NEXT YEAR? bam

[08 Apr 2008|09:47pm] I know next year you'll be happy without me. And sometimes, I really just cant face that fact. bam

[20 Mar 2008|02:12am] There's a lot of things I wish I could do differently, a lot of things I wish I could be for you. I am trying, please don't let go of me. (Sometimes I think you're going to - what would I do?) 1 bam

[11 Mar 2008|11:22pm] WOW - I wish I was just SLIGHTY AS IMPORTANT AS YOU SAY I AM bam

[02 Mar 2008|10:49pm] Stop hurting me. bam

[24 Feb 2008|08:15pm] You're going to lose sight of me next year. Maybe you should. 1 bam

[03 Feb 2008|10:41pm] I cant ask you anymore, I cant show you how much I want this anymore. It's going to end. bam

[24 Jan 2008|09:55pm] How could I ask him to stay? I couldnt. I'd give up anything bam

[20 Jan 2008|11:42am] I know you love me, I just wish you'd try a little harder to be with me. bam

[19 Jan 2008|01:20am] you really fucked me up, kid. bam

[19 Jan 2008|01:19am] It's hard to believe you're dead sometimes. But you always are. I miss you so bad. bam

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